Me Day - The Race

Lets get back to speedster story..

Still remember the tergolek2 n berpusing2 word? hold on just a little more.

U can pass this paragraph as it only contain details about the circuit.

So, I was back in my kart after Chau pass it back to me. Going on full attack mode! getting out for first corner, release the throttle a little and hard right. Back full throttle after kart stable and go full throttle for turn 2, and slightly hard left for turn 3 to touch the vertex point. then, straight ur handle and maintain near to the wall in turn 4 right side maintain throttle full. This is part where u should be very brave to cut corners and keep ur kart as near to the side as it is a very sharp two close corners. Next, release the throttle and get ready to have a smooth left turn 5. maintain mild throttle to prevent speed lost and get all the way to farthest right side of the track to regain full speed. Next turn 6 will be high speed right corner, don't even think to release 1mm on your throttle, keep full. try to attack vertex point again and get wide on the exit. but remember, turn 7 is an S turn with turn 8 and turn 7 is quite near to the end of turn 6, so here I do a hard late braking, but need to remember not to spin here, quite numbers of people spung on their braking. I did spung also on my first run. So, after clearing S turn for 7 & 8, full throttle and get wide to gain full speed until next turn 9. Here where the part I still didn't figure out on how to tackle. Hard braking will sure help to maintain car balance, but I kinda feel like losing speed entering turn 9 is not a good idea as turn 9 wasn't really a hard right after full speed before. But going mild on throttle also result into too much entering speed which bring to some drifting action happen, speed lost of course. Next turn 10, hairpin left side and there u can enter pit at the end of turn 10. Turn 11 is another right side hairpin and slow in fast out for turn 11 is a good idea as u will be in long straight until turn 1 again.

That's how I tried to maintain racing line and prevent speed lost or drift. It may not be the best practice as it is only my opinion as a first timer in real life racing.(not first timer in gaming obviously.haha) After done around 7 or 8 laps, I give sign to Chau to change driver but he asked me to keep going. No idea why, but as he refused, then I will enjoy more. HAH! I feel like I performed better in this last part and I saw people start to get back to office area rather than pit side and I figured the race will come to an end nearly. So, I keep passing several other driver while figuring out to tackle this track more.

Before entering turn 1, it was quite a long straight, so u will enter turn 1 in full speed. I locked on a driver in front me and managed to pass him from outside just before entering turn 1 with full speed. Entering turn 1, my kart misbehave. It understeer badly. Then, I saw front left tyre goes off and I stucked at the side of the track on the grass. The driver I passed before slow down and have a good laugh at me as I'm still trying to figure out what had happen. Following the driver, MY TYRE passed me!

hahahahahaha..then I had a very good laugh and some $#)'0%!"#`+>*!")'#%!

I was really enjoying myself until this happen. I will be recorded as retired maybe. The track staff arrive with his motorcycle to pick me up and he also gave me this weird look. wattahek happen to u man? I can read that from his face. We share laugh as he give me ride back to pit area. On my way to pit area, the checkered flag waved sign the end of race. I retired on last lap. Chau saw me coming riding a motorcycle and he asked me;

"What happen man?"
"My tayar tecabot?"
"WHAT???"
"Serious man, my tayar tercabot on turn 1, forced to retired"

Then, Kak Wati come and asked;

"Eh2, ape jadi?"
"Tayar tecabot kak!"
"HAHH??!!"

Good laugh thrown.

Chau added;

"Damn man, u were gaining positions. We were on 4th then suddenly went down to 5th, that's why I asked u what happen."

So that's why they refused to change driver. I was gaining a good lap time and positions. We were on 8th before I stepped in. Maybe I can get to 3rd if only my tyre didn't tecabot and I can finish my race. hahahahaha..still laughing until now.(now mean until this post was made)(and maybe days later)

I sat down and the news of my tayar tecabot already flew around. People see me and laugh, I knew it! haha. But I'm not ashamed as sure I had real invaluable time racing, only my kart gave up on me and cannot withstand anymore G's.hahaha. Not my fault. This made the day for everyone with good ending, tayar tercabot!

As I'm sitting down and rehydrating, heard the speaker call up for my team name. `Entahla kot` was given by Kak Wati. I thought it was about the accident so Kak Wati stepped up to the caller. Next, she came to me and spoke;

"Amir, u got 3rd best driver award! Nice one."

All I can think is about the accident and they are giving me award for entertaining everyone.haha..fine! Then the price giving ceremony held, 1st, 2nd and 3rd place was awarded with a plague for every driver. Only if my tyre didn't tercabot, then I can get that 3rd place.haha.

Then, award for fastest lap time.

"In 3rd place, with lap time 1:17 (not really sure the lap time as I'm not really focusing), we congratulate, AMIR!!" (applause)

Oh, my name! Alhamdulillah, I was awarded.hahaha. I stand up with a lag because I not really sure if its me that they call. Hardly to believe. With everyone congratulate me, I already feel like a winner. Not bad for first timer for sure yeah?

Until now, I can still imagine my tyre passed me at the side of the track.

Tergolek2 and bepusing2 je tayar tu....*sigh

Me Day

This story should be made yesterday but I was too tired.

Yesterday was really `me-day`. It all started from 00:00:00 29 March, until 11:59:59 29 March. The whole day was absolutely unforgotten. oh yeah, It was my mother`s birthday too. 

Hepi Beday Mak!!

1. Night owl

It was my last night shift. So, no sleep at office. Last day for John in my team.(John-the-know-everything-guy office mate). He got promoted. I beat him in pool 2 day straight.hahaha. He is my teacher at pool and I beat him.kepuasan. Working night shift was no problem for me at all as I`m already night owl.

2. Guitar pro wannabe

After get back from work yesterday, (I drove averagely 60 km/h all the way from office which hard to believe) I straight to get myself a nasi lemak from `bu`(pronounce as ibu in Indonesian) at the corner. Her nasi lemak is good by the way. While eating nasi lemak that morning, got reminder it was my mum`s beday. totally forgotten! I promise myself to sing a birthday song to her last time, so I get my guitar, googled for some chord and make a record, sent into family`s whatsapps group. Alhamdulillah mama enjoyed it.

3. Car enthusiasm

It all started a day before when someone in my car`s group posted on secondhand aftermarket part for my car. I was planning to buy something for my car anyway this month (a boost meter perhaps), but the deal was too good to refuse. Contacted the deal-guy and booked my item straight away. After having some sleep (3 hours maybe) I packed all needed item for the next event and drove to Sekolah Kebangsaan Rantau Panjang Klang where the meeting point is.

Odw to meeting point, I stopped at petronas to get myself an energy drink and some roti coklat. There, I met with another ver9 guy who happen to follow me into petronas to greet me. (lucky to be in subie`s community) He offered me another part for my car at very good price. After share numbers and a handshake, we both drove away. Texted him to consider his offer and will asked for other opinion about this.

Ok, back to rantau panjang story, I promise to meet with this guy at around 1, but it was 1 by time I drove into highway, so need some flooring to catch back lost time. Managed to get there but didn't even bother about time as already late. Meet with the guy and himself own a forester. Had a quick chat about car and grab my item, straight to Autobacs Klang Sentral. I remember that I promised to buy a car perfume for my cousin which can be only bought there. Autobacs is a good place to be lost in, but I was kinda rushing and busy texting so not really got great time to get myself lost there. While texting, my phone remind me to get back on road for next event. Maybe I'll come here again next time. Definitely.

4. Speedster

My company arrange this Go-kart Endurance Race 2015 and I quickly signed up my name. (although it was after deadline.haha) I remember first time I drove go-kart back in high school days. It was an accident.hahaha. long story cut short. I was kinda nervous to get into kart again. After some flooring from Klang to Shah Alam Stadium, managed to be there just about time. The adrenalin was already pumping in since morning so maybe that's why i get excited this whole day. Oh, maybe the energy drink before boosted up a little too :P

So, after some briefing about safety bla bla..20 minutes of testing session start. Oh man, this was the nervous point. Three drivers in my team and Kak Wati, not really a kart driver, also in. She refuse to race after testing session so it was me and Chau for all 90 minutes endurance race. Lets get back to testing session.

I was the third driver as Chau really do the leader thing and I am newbie for this. I got a three laps testing session. Everyone else was damn fast for sure! The moment I get in that kart adrenalin pumped up. Sure I was very slow in first lap, just to get to know the circuit and stepped more for 2nd and 3rd lap. Yeah, spung in both 2nd and 3rd lap.hahaha. But it was good spung actually..get to know the kart well. So, not really a good qualifying time. My team was in 12th place for starting grid.hahaha. Last place!

So, Chau decided to let me be the first driver for flying start lap. HAH! baru kenal siapa aku!haha

Green flag waved and I was all the way behind.hahaha. Damn they were fast! I need to have 10 minutes session before can make driver change. I was very slow compare to other in this 1st 10 minutes interval but managed to pass some driver. (They spung or accident happen actually, but let me keep myself cool here.hahaha) I tried not to spin and try not to lost lap time. Then, the pit was open and I was the first to get in.hahaha.

By the time I get into pit, I don't even bother to know our placing. Chau stepped in and he wanted to do around 5 to 10 laps before passing back to me. During this stop i get to see how other take their corners and learn some from their driving style. So, my 2nd session start and this time I tried to step less on brake and more to taking G's into action. Sure this time was faster than 1st session. Then, I decide to change driver again. Chau stepped in and now I wanted to know our placing. It was 8th with 2 laps behind from leaders.haha. My fastest lap time was around 1:29 and fastest lap time recorded at that point was 1:19. Wattahek, 10 seconds!! So I decided I will just get out again and have some fun. no need to try and beat other. yeah..really amir??

Ok, Chau pass the kart back to me. This time I decided to enjoy more, worry less. ATTACK MODE ON!! Adrenalin pump like crazy! late braking or no braking at all!! In this 3rd session I managed to figure out how this circuit work. all the braking point, flooring point, release point. Having extra G's to my body is no problem because the kart was indeed small and at worst, I will only spin. no tegolek2 or berpusing2. oh! remember this tergolek2 n berpusing2 word. good thing happen next.

I guess I will stop here for now. Will continue again for this 29th March post again very soon.

Adrenalin pumped like crazy man!

Salam Jumaat

Peringatan mudah sempena hari Jumaat ni

Bahawa seorang lelaki masuk masjid pada hari Jumaat, sementara Rasulullah saw sedang berkhutbah, lalu orang tersebut melangkahi orang banyak; Maka Rasulullah saw bersabda, “Duduklah! Kamu telah menyakiti (orang yang dilangkahi) dan datang terlambat.” [Sahih Ibnu Majah]


Kadang tu, kita pulok naik geram tgk org2 mcm ni. dhla dtg lmbt..Khatib tgh berkhutbah, selambe dek je dia melulu masok masjid nk jugak saf depan. mmgla bagos dpt saf penuhkan saf tu, tp klo smpi menyusahkan org lain, pikior le sikit yop.

“Apabila kamu berkata kepada teman mu, ‘Diamlah di hari Jumaat, imam sedang berkhutbah!’, maka kamu telah berbuat sia-sia.” 

[Sahih Ibnu Majah]

Ade pulok, yg smpi menolak bebudak yg tgh dduk. cmne la bebudok tu nk seronok dtg mesjid klo dh nk smyg pn kne tolak2 ke blakang. Cmne la nk lahirkan generasi terbilang gitu.haha

SubhanAllah, ini la perangai manusia kita ni.

Bace surah Kahfi le kejap moh!

twitt twitt Twitter

Do I own an account?
Of course I have one.

But, there is always a but.
My account is completely for me.(or hacker maybe)
Blog is where I share most of my thought. Oh yes, I do not always think something complicated or very deep till it can get a post worth writing.(but maybe not worth reading)
I do crap ideas also. What happen if I post blog like I tweet, damn I hate those. Too short for a blog post.

I do tweet out my simple thought, my anger or my (0'%#$%*+>#$!!!
Let just paste some here so u get the idea. My tweet can be either more manner or meaner.

So, for those keep trying to follow me on tweet, just stop, u shall not pass. I do follow some friends which seems quite unmutual. Sorry for that my following list. Hope this give answer to all the questions I get why didn't I have any follower.

No hard feeling. Cheers. :)

Do everyone need vacation?

Tengok org pegi Redang, rase nk pegi lagi sane.
Sepupu pegi honeymoon Perhentian, rase nk pegi jugak.
Org post gambo g Tioman, teros google psl tioman.

Last night went to hot air balloon festival in Putrajaya, ye la bukan selalu boleh tgk hot air balloon ni, they light up their balloon at around 9PM there with some some music playing. Really nice to see that and in the middle of that show, fireworks cracked up. Teringat time kt nihon dulu pegi hanabi matsuri. Somehow nmpk fireworks smlm tu xdela hebat mane sbb time pegi hanabi matsuri tu, lame giler show dorg n byk pulak bentuk2 yg cantik2. later nk pegi firework festival Putrajaya tu la(ade lagi ke mende ni tiap2 thn??)

Then I plan to go and catch some sunset as I always do when I'm free in nihon. seldomly doing that as I'm quite some distance from beach here..or not really actually, but going there alone semata2 nk tgk sunset mcm xberbaloi jugak la. klo kt nihon dlu dekat je..smbil g isi minyak kete pon boleh lepak2 tgk laut kejap.

Tapi,

Hakikatnya, I'm still sitting here doing almost nothing.
Hati!

Complete Silent

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Almost 4 hours

Completed!

New layout, new fonts. Simpler header.
Found out most of my post does not include picture, so not many templates nowadays suitable for mine.

So I decided to edit my own using simple template by blogger..urghh..need to read back all those codes. Sure ready-made template are much cooler with customisation and bla bla..nah! no need for that.

Glad that I'm still able to fine tune some part from the codes. Font spacing, offset, colour and some more. Overall, happy with this new face.

Next step:
1. Get rid of that annoying image shadow.
2. Maybe make better link image to ig and fb.
3. Take a look with bigger resolution screen and compare.
4. Customise fonts for mobile.

New interface

I was thinking on new blog style, i mean all this interface because this was soo old.

Once again, my brain think too much. Decided going for new template.

Stay tuned!

My past self

Self-dialogue.

Do I regret it?
>No.

Really, u don't regret anything that ever happen in your life good and bad?
>All those memories made myself today. I learnt.

U don't bother people know about yourself, including those bad memories.
>I'm trying to convert all those bad memories into something positive. I don't expect people to forget, but I'm deeply hope I can be forgiven.
>Words are said, promises are made. I don't want to be someone who broke promises. I want to keep every single promise I made,  that's why I keep my memories.

Tebus kesalahan, mohon kemaafan, kotakan perjanjian.

Doa termakbul

Hidup ni penuh dugaan.
Doa termakbul, mungkin ujian.
Atau sebaliknya, mungkin juga ujian.

Sometime when I make doa, I wonder how long should I wait until Allah makbulkan my doa. Like, do I need to wait in 3 days, a week, one and half month or two years?
There are no specific formula human can think of. Our creator have everything planned for us. He wanted to test us and see how long can u istiqamah in your doa.

If we think we make same doa in a week, but still wasn't heard, we just stopped and think that He will not hear that doa, that is very wrong for us. Maybe He wanted us to make the same doa just for another one single day until be heard.

(this equation is just example, only He knew better)

So, let us keep our doa. This is istiqamah, kalau kita sentiasa ingat tuhan, tiada kebaikan akan sampai pada pencipta kita. Sebaliknya, jika kita berhenti, tiada juga kurangnya pada pencipta kita.

Istiqamah ini adalah untuk kebaikan kita sendiri. Semoga dgn istiqamah itu, iman senipis kulit bawang kita itu akan menjadi semakin menebal.

Sometime, we tend to forget once our doa heard. We stop to make more doa, or say Alhamdulillah when we get what we need. Disitu hilangnya istiqamah. Nauzubillah. Semoga kita dilindungi dari menjadi golongan2 yg sombong.

Jangan putus asa,
jangan putus harapan,
jangan mudah melatah,
jangan mudah merasa puas,
Istiqamahlah wahai hati.

Love letter

Dear my future wife,

I don't know who u are, where u are, how u look like and what u are doing right now, although I am very eager to know. I hope u are doing well with yourself.

Hope,
As for now, u are still under responsible of ur father and ur mother, I hope u always try hard to make them proud having a daughter like u. Keep them happy and pleased them, pour them with ur lovely cute smile that u always have since the day u were born. Refer them whenever u have even slightest confusion in ur life. I'm sure they will always be there for u. They are ur main focus as for now.

I will never doubt with ur `keturunan` as I know u will come from nicest people. Ur `harta` is not the one that I want because I will do my best to build up our own even though it may not be as good as what u are having now. Ur `kecantikan` will always be a bonus for me and I'm sure I will be the only one see ur `kecantikan` even other people don't, not only physically, but all of the factor that built up to it such as your personality. All that I ever wanted is for u to build up ur `agama`. I may not be good in my `agama` also, but if u do, Subhanallah, that is the biggest wedding gift from u that I can get.

My future wife,
When the time come, u will be under my full responsibility. I may not be the best person in this world. I am not the smartest of all humankind, not the toughest masculine person, not even macho or handsome in any possible way. I do have `black past` which I am highly hope it can be forgiven. I may be the most annoying person alive, hardest to understand and not an easy going person, all I ever wonder if u can accept me as a humble servant who always try to become a better person.

For u, I am preparing myself to be the best. The one u can rely on, the one who can protect u, the only shoulder u ever needed, the one who have all the answers beside our Creator, Al-Quran and Hadith. I want to be the one that can bring smile every second in ur life, the one take care of u when u at the lowest point in your life, the one who are there beside u at every emotional feeling u are having weather it is happy or sad. But for a small favour, remember, I will always have my mom who will always be my top priority after The Creator and Muhammad (pbuh).

Until that time come,
Please take good care of yourself. Whenever u go out, please dress properly, if u ever wonder u dress proper enough, ask yourself, would u perform solah in that outfit. I am not asking u to wear jubah, dress or baju kurung all the time, even some jubah are not suitable to perform solah and I am sure u know it better than me. Even simple jeans and long sleeved shirt will do. I hope u get what i mean. All I ever wanted is for u to appreciate yourself like no one else. I hope I am not asking too much from u.

U don't have to blame yourself if u ever had `black past`. All that matter are our future being together, going and moving forward together, keep reminding to each other and being blessed by completing one of highest sunnah, being a married believers. Don't let that `black past` prevent us to be together earlier.

Lets learn more together, get blessed life together, stay young together, and always be together.

Looking forward to know u. :)

Sincere,
Your future husband.

Hambek kau, baek punya fefeeling.

Keeping promise

When someome keep their promise, it show u how respectful kind of person they are.

But when they managed to hold away all impossible things in order to keep their promise, is something that should be always remember of.

Sometime we dont even realise we are on promise, thats the drawback we get when talk too much.

Lets beware of with our words, but not be too aware of it until we are afraid to pour any.

Go kingsman part 2!
(mode baru abes tgk kingsman)

Dugaan. Time to return to my lowest point.

Hidup tanpa dugaan kompom senang sgt. u wont be in a circle or life if no there are no test in it.

Dugaan ni menjadi guru kepada kita. Bila kita berada di bawah, kita belajar dgn ape2 kesalahan or kekurangan kita supaya nanti bila kita berada di atas, kita tak melampau. after dugaan yg besar jadi kt diri aku, i went back to being myself, curiosity toward human creation.

Today i spent most of my time knowing people..yes i get pretty excited when i get a chance to know people. Manusia adalah ciptaan agung pencipta kita. jadi tak salah klo kita kategorikan manusia ni paling complicated. kalau blajo biology, u can understand science of human. but there are A LOT of human that cannot be tell or proven by science.

contohnya, perasaan, pemikiran dan mende2 yg tak nmpk dgn mata kasar. people can create teori about human feeling. tapi semua tu akn berahir dgn teori shj. I`m not expert in human psychology or what and i dont event learn deeply about this and did not stdy or read any research about it. I tend to make my own theory, which hopefully enough to satisfy myself.

Kepelbagaian ni yg buatkan manusia tu unik. i dont think that there are two people have exactly same characteristic. mesti ade sedikit percanggahan pendapat. kalau kita ade kwn yg mmg dh tahap BFFFFFFF or mmg sekepala sgt2 ngn kita, dont u think that actually they still have differences and they are not exactly sekepala yg mmg betol2 exact. bila kita rapat dlm satu2 kumpulan manusia, we tend to fuse into more harmonic wavelength. maksudnya, kita lebih mudah utk menjadi pengaruh, atau terpengaruh dgn org2 dlm same circle. let say org tu keluar pulak ke circle yg lain, mesti dia akn berubah. itu yg kdg2 org gelar sbg cakap tak serupa bikin, people with two faces, faker, people with multiple personalities dan mcm2 lagi.

contoh, kita masok grup yg akn beratur isi minyak bila dgr cerita esok minyak naik. all those conversation with that circle will actually make u think that u better fill up ur tank before tomorrow.

then, u go into circle that dont mind to fill up their gas event tomorrow gas price will rise by 50sen. believe me, at some point u will agree with them and become dont event mind to fill up your tank.
(no political issue or whatsoever here)

the thing is, people are very unique creator`s creation. tepulang pada kita utk masuk ke circle yg mane. atau u dont event want to be in any circle, u always want to hop around.

there are die hard fan for boxer and vtec. some people will stick to boxer no matter what happen. some will stick to vtec no matter what happen. some people dont mind to be in boxer or vtec.
U decide if u want to be in boxer or vtec or u can be in both.

but keep in mind, there are also rotary, 2stroke, 4stoke and the list keep going on.

Belajar agama

Belajar agama untuk apa?

Jadi lebih baik.

Mengapa mahu jadi lebih baik?

Supaya org tak pandang rendah dgn kita.

(atau mungkin ada jwpn peribadi yg lain)

Benarkah itu jawapan yg tepat?

check balik niat kita, insyaAllah dipermudahkan.

Muhasabah diri.

Life as a malaysian

U think u malaysian enough by eating nasi lemak or roti canai with sambal bilis for breakfast everyday?

U think u malaysian enough when u search for nasi campur for your lunch?

U think u malaysian enough when u go lepak2 at mamak's with teh o ais last for whole time u r there?

U think u malaysian enough when u drive like u the only one want to reach destination fast?

U think u malaysian enough when u call everyone ur boss?

U think u malaysian enough when u craving for nasi after half a day without it?

U think u malaysian enough when u smoke anywhere u want?

U think u malaysian enough when u meet people 15 after ur actual promise?

U think u malaysian enough when u dont even need to call people, just make that birdie@mousy sound with ur mouth?

U think u malaysian enough when ur biggest trash bin are drain and river?

U think u malaysian enough when u cross road anywhere u want?

U think u malaysian enough when zebra crossing is just an art?

I just want the real idea when i can feel like i am malaysian enough.

Past time

ada masanya, kita mengimbau..tiba masanya, kita terhibur..

ada masanya, kita mengenang..tiba masanya, kita teringat..

ada masanya, kita mengungkap..tiba masanya, kita terpanah..

ada masanya, kita merindu..tiba masanya, kita tertunduk..

tapi..

bila masanya, kita berikrar?

bila masanya, kita berjanji?

bila masanya, kita bersumpah?

bila masanya, kita berbohong?

KEIKHLASAN