Dugaan. Time to return to my lowest point.

Hidup tanpa dugaan kompom senang sgt. u wont be in a circle or life if no there are no test in it.

Dugaan ni menjadi guru kepada kita. Bila kita berada di bawah, kita belajar dgn ape2 kesalahan or kekurangan kita supaya nanti bila kita berada di atas, kita tak melampau. after dugaan yg besar jadi kt diri aku, i went back to being myself, curiosity toward human creation.

Today i spent most of my time knowing people..yes i get pretty excited when i get a chance to know people. Manusia adalah ciptaan agung pencipta kita. jadi tak salah klo kita kategorikan manusia ni paling complicated. kalau blajo biology, u can understand science of human. but there are A LOT of human that cannot be tell or proven by science.

contohnya, perasaan, pemikiran dan mende2 yg tak nmpk dgn mata kasar. people can create teori about human feeling. tapi semua tu akn berahir dgn teori shj. I`m not expert in human psychology or what and i dont event learn deeply about this and did not stdy or read any research about it. I tend to make my own theory, which hopefully enough to satisfy myself.

Kepelbagaian ni yg buatkan manusia tu unik. i dont think that there are two people have exactly same characteristic. mesti ade sedikit percanggahan pendapat. kalau kita ade kwn yg mmg dh tahap BFFFFFFF or mmg sekepala sgt2 ngn kita, dont u think that actually they still have differences and they are not exactly sekepala yg mmg betol2 exact. bila kita rapat dlm satu2 kumpulan manusia, we tend to fuse into more harmonic wavelength. maksudnya, kita lebih mudah utk menjadi pengaruh, atau terpengaruh dgn org2 dlm same circle. let say org tu keluar pulak ke circle yg lain, mesti dia akn berubah. itu yg kdg2 org gelar sbg cakap tak serupa bikin, people with two faces, faker, people with multiple personalities dan mcm2 lagi.

contoh, kita masok grup yg akn beratur isi minyak bila dgr cerita esok minyak naik. all those conversation with that circle will actually make u think that u better fill up ur tank before tomorrow.

then, u go into circle that dont mind to fill up their gas event tomorrow gas price will rise by 50sen. believe me, at some point u will agree with them and become dont event mind to fill up your tank.
(no political issue or whatsoever here)

the thing is, people are very unique creator`s creation. tepulang pada kita utk masuk ke circle yg mane. atau u dont event want to be in any circle, u always want to hop around.

there are die hard fan for boxer and vtec. some people will stick to boxer no matter what happen. some will stick to vtec no matter what happen. some people dont mind to be in boxer or vtec.
U decide if u want to be in boxer or vtec or u can be in both.

but keep in mind, there are also rotary, 2stroke, 4stoke and the list keep going on.