Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Appreciate

Have u ever appreciate all the natural beauty around? Or there's not enough natural around ur daily life?

Being far from home had teach me that, to appreciate natural beauty around me. People always say that view at overseas are great. I can't deny that but actually people dont realize that their surrounding are the best.

For me, living as outsider had really open up my eyes for the greenery back home. For people doesnt travel much, i bet they dont get this idea. Plus, i attend this what they call design survey. I went to place where is village enough for well educated people here. From there i get the opportunity to see what villagers do for their life. Scenery there so much different from hometown but somehow i feel something missing.

when u see picture of homeland forest after a along time, u`ll realize the different there.


Just saying!

Monday, December 17, 2012

Blog oh blog

Ape tujuan wt blog?

Nk luahkn perasaan?
Lepaskan geram?
Kongsi idea?

Tp blog ni kn public, sape2 je boleh bce. Nk privatekn blog? kdg2, blogger ni perlukan feedback dr org laen utk memperbaik dri sdri n utk msa depan. Klo buat blog pn tp private, mksdnye xde sape pn yg dpt bce, mknanya tu bknla berkongsi. Ape2 je yg kita tulis ni, cuma akn pantul blk ke dri sdri. Perasaan xdpt diluahkan, geram tu xterlerai n idea xberkembang. Xgitu?

Bkn ke setiap kata2 kita ni akn melambangkan dri sndri?

Tiba msanya bila nk luahkn smetin, tp actually xnk pn org laen tau ape yg kita rse sbnrnya. Kira mcm buat blog tp privatekn. So ape ptot kita buat utk pstikn mende tu xmantul ke dri sdri? Pdahal kita ni cuma ada blog maya ni je.

Adekah perlu simpan je sume tu n bersabar? Cmne plak klo sabar tu dh smpi hadnya? Ak rse sbr tu xde hadnya, cuma dri sdri msih kuat atau x. Jd, dri ak ni xkuatla agknye.

Cmne plak ngn org2 laen?
Ape yg korg rase?


Just trying to think in a neutral position.

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Sebulan tnpa bekalan..

Msalah bdk2 yg menerima bantuan kewangan..bantuan lmbt msok!

Sblum ni dh ade delay in monthly scholarship, tp yg kali ni btol2 buat dri sdri terdesak. Dh hjung thn ni, sesak tersangat, smpi sebulan tertangguh. Xtahu pihak mane yg prlu dipersalahkan. Utk pihak dri sdri, bknnye xde simpanan kecemasan, msalahnya semua smpanan dh digunakan.

Ni la org kate, dgr guruh di langit, air di tempayan dicurahkan. Mengharapkan bantuan tiba seperti selalunya, habis bantuan yg sedia ada dihabiskan. Bknnye sengaja nk habiskan yg sedia ada, tp yg sedia ada tu dh smpi msanya diperlukan, so xdptla nk elak. Skrg bntuan baru dh delay sebln, sesak jgk hdup cmni.

Skrg harapan utk bntuan tu tiba dh diberikan oleh pihak yg spttnye. Risau plak delay ag dsebabkan mslah2 yg remeh temeh. Klo delay ag..mmg nayela nk idop dlm keadaan cmni dhlank msok thn bru dh ni..


Semoga dipermudahkan

When you're gone

Bila time2 kekeliruan perasaan ni la biasanya kita akn pk mcm2. Tmbh2 org yg merantau jauh ni..this is the time when ur brain remind u about all of ur life before. It's not like u r having worst time of ur life..but they just keep coming and plant a 'time bomb' inside ur heart.

Tepulangla kt dri sdri smada nk biarkan sumuanya meletop. Ataupn dri sdri cuba utk leraikan semua wayar2 serabot bom tu n matikan dgn selamat.

Smestinyela brain kita ni slalu maenkn hati dgn mende2 yg dh lps ataupn perkara yg agk sukar utk kita capai dlm msa terdekat. Semua org ade kelebihan n kekurangan sndri, tp cuba kita fkir, adekah kita kuat utk leraikan wayar2 tu?

In some case, u just dont want to leraikan sume wyr2 tu sbb dri sdri dh xlrt nk wt pape. Ataupn, dh sedar, klo leraikan pn, msalah yg sma akn berlaku lg.

Tp ape msalahnye yg buat smpi jd cmtu?

Ape2 je msalah yg melibatkan hati dan perasaan. Terimalah, kita xleh nk lari dr msalah utk slamanya. Myb akn berjaya sekali dua, xpn lbih byk, tp msalah tu msih akn ade slagi x diselesaikan.

Utk ak, nk slesaikan mslah xssh. Mulanya, tenangkan dri sdri dlu, hati yg xtenang xkn dpt mmbantu otak utk berfikir dgn sebaiknya. Slalunya org akn tenangkn dri dgn tido, maen game, kluar jln2, tepulanglah tp pstikan sejurus shj dh tenang tu, slesaikanla mslah tu.

Mnusia ni slalunye bila dh tenang, dia akn rse mslah tu dh xde. Really? Terimalah hakikat msalah tu msih ade. Cuma ketenangan yg dh dpt tu buatkn kita lupa skjp msalah tu.

Melupakan msalah tu hya akn menyusahkn lg dri, dlm msa terdekat atau sebaliknya.


This is just what my brain think.