Desire

When u want something, can u just spill it out?

I guess as long as u can handle yourself, u can control your desire. and for some reason, u just too afraid that no way in this world can fulfill your desire, that's make u to keep quiet. But, as time goes on it will eventually went out. By that time, there's nothing u can do to yourself unless regret if it does bring something bad and vice versa.

So, just spell out your desire?

Then, when something push you to just spill everything out, and it had become 'a new u', who learnt not to hold on your desire anymore (this desire mean in a positive way), by this time u are comfortable with yourself and somehow figure out that there's a way in this quite small world can make u be on top of it.

But then, what if there's still unfinished desire?

There, u will be back to your initial point, shy and quiet person at one of the corner in this small world. But now, for me, I don't think u'll ever spill out your desire anymore. u'll be worst than 'the initial u'. don't u think so?

There is where myself now.