adekah ini gara2 kerja yg xsiap2 2..
ataupun dsbbkan kemalasan n kesihatan yg kurg memuaskan semenjak 2 nie...
ntahla..even myself cannot describe the truth...cmnela org laen nk tau n nk tlg ak..
tetbe plak mslah tmbul...cmnela ak bley jd bengang aritu..pdhal mende kecik je kot..
ak xdela salahkn dia bulat2..salah ak pn ade la jugk..ntah..ak sensitif sgt kot time 2..
ak nk sometin new..tp ak xnak the new thing..pelik gk ayt 2..
ye, klo bley ade perubahan...alhamdulillah..tp jgnla berubah ke arah yg ak xnk...ak hrp dia lebih peka je rsenye...xnk die ubah diri dia pn...nothing wrong with it..pelik la..td kate nk perubahan...then xnk perubahan plak..huhu.
ak sdri pn xphm...cmne nk phmkn org lain...
even myself is not perfect for anyone else..i need to change myself too..but i don't know where to begin..where to change..i need your guide..
less talk less mistake..i'll take that. less talk, no unsatisfaction..i'll make myself less in talking..
i hate myself when i start to talk..i don't want someone else to be hurt with my words..forgive me if i done something wrong..forgive me with my words..
just be yourself..
don't change yourself if u don't want to..
don't change yourself if u r not comfort with yourself..
don't change yourself if u have to be the other person..
don't change yourself until your fren realize something in wrong with you..
don't change yourself like i'm not one of your fren..
i just want yourself..
the one that u are comfort to live with..
the one can say "i'm happy' out loud..
the one can make other happy..
the one can smile, honestly..
and tell me..
if i'm annoying..
if i'm boring
if i'm keep letting myself with emo..
if i can't handle with myself..
if i can make you happier..
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